I am looking something or someone that can assure me, whether I should accept the job or not. But it's impossible for me to find an answer that have me satisfied, since there's lots of ways to think about these job options.

First thing I need is focus. With limited resoures, time and energy, I need to focus, focus on one specific target. One by one, which would leads me closer and closer to my ultimate goal. No hurry, be patient.